In and Out

In and out
The journey of life
Sadness takes me inside, deep down inside,
Happiness brings me outside, wide open outside.

Sadness makes me lost into my inner world
Happiness makes me sway into the outer world
Only one can exist at a time
I cannot be happy and sad both at the same time.

But there is a state that I have experienced within myself.
A state which is not dawdling between happy and sad
Rather is high up in the centre.

A state of bliss/ ecstasy. A pure joy of just Being Present to this moment.
While I feel my breath it feels as if I am making love to myself.
It is the pinnacle of my BEING.
I am just so grateful to be here surrounded by my utmost love, care, affection and enthusiasm.

The cosmic dance

The smallest particle in the universe, electron revolves around its nucleus

Moon revolves around the Earth

Earth revolves around the Sun

The Sun revolves around the center of the milky-way

The milky-way revolves around the center of the Universe

Everything needs a center to find its orbit

What is your orbit?

Where is your Center?

Where lies your faith?

Without a center,

We would all fall apart

Time accumulation

Recently while reading the perma-culture design manual by Bill Mollison, I came across this line, “Time gets accumulated in eco-systems because of human intervention”. Pondering hard on it, I am sharing my understanding on it with you all.

Everything in this universe is in a continuous process of Movement/ Change. A process from growth to decay to growth. Nothing here is a waste. Or if we call it a waste, it is just a misplaced resource.

Time is just a measurement of change/cycle (sun-rise and sun-set), we deciphered a “24 hour day” as per the earth’s rotation (which is a movement) in reference to Sun. The reason of having different time-zones with the change of longitudes is because we identify the earth’s motion in reference to a relatively stationary object, Sun.

So in simple language, Time is CHANGE.

Everything which is born naturally has an expiry date to itself and therefore it changes its form. Everything in its natural element is bio-degradable. We can say that time is continuously flowing in that eco-system.

But we humans don’t have the capacity to accept changes. We like stability. Therefore, for our comfort we started creating and inventing non-biodegradable things. Without being conscious of the consequences. The plastics and the steels have definitely made our lives easier. But we have generated wastes for eternity. Therefore accumulating time in an eco-system.

 

Longing

I can watch my mind like a spectator,
Mind is a movie,
Oops , no its a multiplex going on.
But now, they seem to be organised.
Me and the infinity is all I long for,
Nothing less nothing more.
Take away the demons in me,
Let me enjoy the song of ‘we’.

Let only love take over
Nothing less nothing more

Let me have an ‘identity crisis’
So that I can navigate to my premises.
You have deconditioned the conditioning.

Let only love take over
Nothing less nothing more

My thirst for me is increasing already,
Let me know when I am ready .
The part is ready to meet the whole.
Oh Whole! Come and take the part into you.
Part has a bad memory,
It has forgotten its mother.
I don’t know who I am, I long for myself,
Let me in, Whole !
and let me be Holy.

LOVE EARTH

To understand any civilization’s character, what do you do? Look at its remains/ trash? With the heaps and heaps of landfills piling up and up and up without looking any down, I question, is this what we ll leave as our remainder? ya apart from our ignorant architecture. Never in the timeline of human civilization have we generated so much trash and been so cruel, in reference to the terrorism and fear in the minds of people. Are these two related?

Yes, I think the thirst of multiple singular Minds to rule the world, may be in their own manner is the reason behind it. The ‘my’ boundaries have shrunken from my earth/ my country/ my state or for that matter even my family to ‘me’ and ‘me’ alone. How to quench this greed? Human mind tries to rule the world by intruding everywhere wanting to consume every inch of planet, not only the adiwasis (as they are naive)  but also the soil. Are we the consumers?  or are we getting consumed?

A large blue whale is trying to swallow all the other fishes in the ocean. Not that the small fish can’t fight back, but the problem is the large blue whale is a real whale with innocent looking eyes. so all its life it deceives the small fish by being friendly and sucking all the energy and resources of the small fish. And when the small fishes die, they are so used to living in the yellow waters that they mistake it for the new transparent and clear.

Why can’t any small fish question the yellowness of the water?why cant they see the bloody haziness of the water.?

The companies are making things so convenient for the consumer that we  consumers very easily fall in their traps unguarded, unaware.

The heaps of trash dumped in the landfills stand testimony to the laziness, ignorance, selfishness and poverty in our minds.

First, we bruised her and now we are killing her with a thousand cuts. Will we only wake up when it dies?

Who gave you the right to kill her everyday? You call it mother earth? Really?

Try doing that to your biological mother. No, you won’t because it would pain her. But, you blind can’t you see the earth is alive too. If you doubt, how else would a dead give birth to a life? Can’t you see her hair are graying because of your sins.

Please wake up and start caring for the earth. We only have one planet , earth. But the way we are living, we would need a million more.